i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Lately i hasn't been slping well. I'm loaded with many things in my mind till i can't get to slp every night. Just like what swtheart mention that i let my emotional overruled me. Sometime i feel like exploding as i have to keep certain things unsaid or to be kept as a secret forever. But yet, in front of everyone, i gonna make myself look alright. Putting a front makes me feel so fake.The confusion just made me feel sucks and paranoid. But i do not have a choice as i dun wan to make anyone ard me feeling worried or unhappy wif me. Sometimes when i have decided to put an end to it but it just doesn't seems the way it is. Said is easier then done. ( you ku nan yan) Why do i have to sound like a sadist???? Is not end of the world yet what... right??? argh.... there are many things i wanna do.. but i seems to lose all my motivations. When will i recovered and be the old lala as i used to be................. lala in her lala land............
no words can express
my love for you
im waiting for the day.
STELLA
09/04/1985
21
BAYSHORE_LING@HOTMAIL.COM
for you to tell me.
#1hobbies LOVES TO SING
#2hobbies CLUBBING
#3hobbies COLLECTING ASTRO BOY STUFFS
#4hobbies BEING WIF MY SISTAS & FRENZ
#5hobbies SHOPPING
that you love me too.
#1wish FOR NOW I JUS WISH TO HUG
#2wish BE 2GETHER WIF MY SISTAS
#3wish TO SEE BABY DARIUS
#4wish HMM... SHALL C WAT MY OTHER WISH....LET MI TINK...
#5wish