i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Today was a bad bad bad day i ever had in this company for 5 yrs. Am in a very low and bad mood. after got called into gk room, i came out wif my eyes red and swollen. Still couldn't control my emotions, i went to the staircase and started crying and smoke . Immediately gave a cal to swtheart to share wat happpen in office today. Wanted to go out meet swtheart but she couldn't meet me as she got to attend frenz rom, sin and jane not in spore, so do honey. Den i call n sms xx but also no respond. Jiejie in town doing ting. OMG i jus need to go out for some drinks and needed a fren by my side. But well guess all my dear frenz are busy so hope to meet them up soon... shall arrange to club or drink soon after all ur exams ok... Just cant wait man.... i'm jus like a lost sheep now... :'(
no words can express
my love for you
it's been sometime since i last blog... guess nobody reading my blog anymore.but is ok cos tis is a place where i can blog abt my feelings and stuffs. too many months had past and many countless tings happens and will be too long for me to rem or state it in here. so i shall randomly blog my feelins abt certain tings. Well have been going out wif the group b4 amelia farewell.... playing wif them has made me no mood to wrk ... but really did enjoy wif them as i feel i can totally forget abt all my trouble. Since the day i send honey off i'm feeling empty despite knowing she will be back soon. missing her so much... e times we always spent wif each other. whenever i have problems... she will always be e 1st to be here for me... now... haiz... hope time faster past so i can get to see her face to face. another sad bews is that my e other darling chloe is leaving too.. gg back to malaysia for good wont be planning to come back. Was so shocked and sad to hear tat.. met her up at concourse pub for drinks and eventually i couldn't control my feeling n i bust into tears. so so empty feelings. But thank god i still have a few gd frenz ard me when i need them by my side. Now coming to my wrk issue... lately am feeling tired and dragging myself to wrk. have got no motivation and feeling so stagnent in tat company. dunno wt to do. lately i seems lost and feeling quite low mood. times flies its 2 yrs since my broke off.... yes yes yes i'm still single and available... sometimes i doesnt know y i dun have a bf when others broke off soon they are att again. actually i know y ... cos my appearance sucks ... after all guys goes for looks... gals tat are pretty and stuffs.. well perhaps i nv meet my mr rite yet. or perhaps i do but not fated to be together. Sometimes its jus so hard to let one knows abt how u feels abt certain things. let nature take its course perhaps god feels tat i'm not ready to be in love or love by someone or he wants me to wait for my real mr right to appear. That's how i console myself... OMG do i sound like i 'm desparately wanting to have a bf ??? Seriously speaking, in deed i really wish to be love and pamper by some one again. missing that kind of moments. haiz.... dunno la.. wait and see ... waiting for my mr rite ......... wo hao fan hao fan... lots tings i wished to blog out but i cant... some are really too personal issue that i cant blog out. all i can is to keep it to myself.... so shitty feeling man.
no words can express
my love for you
im waiting for the day.
STELLA
09/04/1985
21
BAYSHORE_LING@HOTMAIL.COM
for you to tell me.
#1hobbies LOVES TO SING
#2hobbies CLUBBING
#3hobbies COLLECTING ASTRO BOY STUFFS
#4hobbies BEING WIF MY SISTAS & FRENZ
#5hobbies SHOPPING
that you love me too.
#1wish FOR NOW I JUS WISH TO HUG
#2wish BE 2GETHER WIF MY SISTAS
#3wish TO SEE BABY DARIUS
#4wish HMM... SHALL C WAT MY OTHER WISH....LET MI TINK...
#5wish