i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
Yesterday marilyn came over my hse to have red wine... after which went over to her fren hse 4 mj session.. wow veri tough game.. cos i'm e only gal player n all were guys ... all younger by us by 1 2 yrs old. Stress game.. in e end i lost from $15 to $7 man. I was lucky to save myself from losing more... heard tat he was sick hope tat he will get well soon... missing him pretty badly. After tis few months i tot my love could have fade away as e time passes by... but i dun tink so ... i'm really tired of my life... i doesn't seems to be able to find my goal n wat i wanna do .... oh man... why... why... why... i did lots of tinking but all to no vail... i really want him back to my side.. i will shower him wif more love care n stuff... but 1 veri sure ting i know tat is impossible as he said it b4 tat he wont de. N tat he treats me as a sister...n also tat even 1 day he's back to me even i still love him as much, i cant go back to him cos i know 4 sure tat i'm gonna lose all my sis n frenz if i patch wif him. Do u all know tat i'm so afraid to be alone n tat i wanna a shoulder to cry on... i went doc e other time n doc said tat i might be getting slight depression...sian....got to take some pills again. I really hate it man... everyday eat so many pills..... why why why all tis stupid tings all happen... Luckly ... i have my sis n bros to give me support n help me... if not tink my depression was worst n i couldn't even tink tat i'll get well like now. in some way or another .. i'm luckly to have a bunch of veri clos en best sistas n bros n frenz... who loves me n care 4 me.... thanls a millions
no words can express
my love for you
im waiting for the day.
STELLA
09/04/1985
21
BAYSHORE_LING@HOTMAIL.COM
for you to tell me.
#1hobbies LOVES TO SING
#2hobbies CLUBBING
#3hobbies COLLECTING ASTRO BOY STUFFS
#4hobbies BEING WIF MY SISTAS & FRENZ
#5hobbies SHOPPING
that you love me too.
#1wish FOR NOW I JUS WISH TO HUG
#2wish BE 2GETHER WIF MY SISTAS
#3wish TO SEE BABY DARIUS
#4wish HMM... SHALL C WAT MY OTHER WISH....LET MI TINK...
#5wish