Tuesday, May 16, 2006
2:37 AM

Haiz, finally start writing sum ting in my blog.Missing tat someone veri super badly now... in fact is every hr,every min,every secs.I really feel bad tat i cant be there 4 him at tis veri moment when he needed sum one... i know i'm lying.. dreaming...hoping to myself now.Haha ...knowing his sweetheart is ther 4 him yet.... Well... i'm really veri confuse now... i've nv been so hurt ... so sad in my life b4... I really love him so so so much tat i really can't live wifout him... i'm praying in my heart tat god can turn back e time 4 mi ...as i know tat i will treasure him n treat him better .... perharps ting won't turn out to be like tis.Loving him...spending all my time 4 him n onli him is so so worth while. E times being wif him was so sweet as its after all a 4 yrs plus r/s .... though we've been thru ups n down... He's leading his happy life now.... yet mi... haiz... at least now i know tat my sistas r there 4 mi when i really fallen down. I really need hope n strength to carry on my lfe wifout him now... e road is so rough n tough... my god... i cant believe tat i'm living in a dark black life now... its really hell... get mi out of tis fast man... its killing mi... HERE... I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL MY SISTAS N BROS ... THANKS 4 BEING THERE 4 MI WHEN I'M DOWN.U ALL NEVER FAIL TO BE THERE WHEN I CALL U GUYS. ALWAYS BESIDE MI .... SORRY 4 ALL E TROUBLE GIVEN TO U ALL... LIKE THOSE DAYS WHEN I'M DRUNK N STUFF.I KNOW ALL OF U FEEL PAIN IN UR HEART SEEING MI LIKE TIS... SORRY BUT ALL I NEED IS TIME. SHORT N SWEET..... I LOVE U All SO SO SO MUCH PLS DUN EVER LEAVE MI.... MUACKS....

no words can express
my love for you

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im waiting for the day.

STELLA
09/04/1985
21
BAYSHORE_LING@HOTMAIL.COM
for you to tell me.
#1hobbies
LOVES TO SING #2hobbies
CLUBBING #3hobbies
COLLECTING ASTRO BOY STUFFS #4hobbies
BEING WIF MY SISTAS & FRENZ #5hobbies
SHOPPING
that you love me too.
#1wish
FOR NOW I JUS WISH TO HUG #2wish
BE 2GETHER WIF MY SISTAS #3wish
TO SEE BABY DARIUS #4wish
HMM... SHALL C WAT MY OTHER WISH....LET MI TINK... #5wish